I will truly never understand why.
My heart aches and I am broken deep down inside.
The tears and the heartache you can’t see.
Because you gave up on me.
Why am I left here alone to cry?
Am I really not worth it for you to try??
The pain, the scars, & the heartache I know you can’t see.
I opened up to you because I needed you to love, care & support me.
Instead you just closed the door.
As if I don’t matter any more.
Just because my struggles are not easy to understand.
I wish you were here to just hold my hand.
I would do anything for you to see what you lost.
My love, my trust, my respect and my loyalty to you had no cost.
Why was it so easy for you to just walk away??
You didn’t have to do anything but care enough to stay.
Would it matter to you if tomorrow I died?
Would you wish you would of at least tried?
Friendship is not for the weak of heart.
You don’t just disappear when your friend’s struggles start.
Friendship means so much more to me.
Sticking together through the good and the bad; Why don’t you see?
I guess it just wasn’t meant to be.
I struggle alone and I feel invisible everyday.
I feel like a piece of trash you didn’t want & carelessly threw away.